You know what? Screw mediocrity! No more cheesy titles or goddamn templates from now on. Too tired to come up with that kinda shit.

I know la! I haven't wrote anything here for a goddamn long time. Busy can? No one bothers to read my crap anyway. What with the blogosphere now so 乱七八糟 this cannot say that cannot write it has taken a downturn for most (much like the state of the world right now...) Wait the next time I never write will probably because I'm squatting in some langky corner in Changi!

The past few weeks have been a topsy turvy ride through this social blight I call my life. I've turned 25 (grey hairs), been searching for a new job (more grey hairs), been searching for a degree program, celebrated a couple of peeps who were oso turning 25 or less (grey hairs and an empty wallet). Through this tradgetory of events, I'll have to confess that I've lost a -

• sense of motivation (job going nowhere)
• sense of belonging (friends beginning to remotely treat me like outcast)
• sense of humour (maybe that's why my friends remotely treat me like outcast)
• sense of direction (go toilet do business cannot aim properly into hole anymore then kena scolding from auntie...)

This cannot carry on.

If not, really no one will bother to read all this crap. Not even me. I need to get some highs in! Maybe illicit sex can do the trick?

Cue mistverge : "what the hell is wrong with chu!?"